i dun want it to be this way this yr i dreaded stepping into my class cos i was alone there withourt all my best friends i was among strangers but now i dun want to leave that same class...its like i have made so many friends and all those beautiful memories i will nevver want them to leave me
i dun noe how to make things better
i miss my gaga n i am confident he'll go to a diff class than me which means i will see the least of him and we won't be toking cos he does not even bother bout me he avoids me to the max
i will miss him a lot..i will rmb the times he caught me looking at him n how quick i turned my face away so dat i won't face the humiliation
i will also rmb the times when we both look at each other with some form of chemistry
i miss all the times i spent in school
all my amazing classmates who are around me who pplay a huge role in my life

i hate this! fuck la...my gals have all promised to always stick together but i wished dat i can make the same promise to gaga...my gals will always be there n i will always be on their side no matter what..but i noe this is the end of gaga n me...i'll always like him but to him i will be dead n gone
i mean in his eyes i will always remain as a selfish stuck up bitch..n i will always wonder why he hates me so much..
things will jus come to a standstill....i wished from the bottom of my heart that he spoke to me and dat we became friends again...i seriously do..

2E2'10
all the amazing people who make my day almost everyday i love them
Fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!! i jus dun noe why i am feeling so sad....its not that we won;t be in the same school but its killing me inside cos i am going to loose smth which i have hold on tightly to for a very long time, 1E3 was the best class ever but 2E2..is awesome too...

i am crapping so much here but i can't help the way i feel...the sense of regret happiness all the fun times we had the sense of belonging...its all going to be locked down in my heart forever...i'll nvr let it go...i promise